Your Own Brand of Torture.

I'm Megan. I'm also an english major. Who loves reading.
February 11th
2:32 AM

When I turn 21 I want to party and get drunk with the cool kids back home.

This is something I’ve honestly been contemplating for a while now.
The cool kids, aka the cheerleaders and jocks, were my best friends back in 2nd and 3rd grade. The one girl told me she would get me drunk before graduation.
Maybe it is just always in people to be accepted by the cool kids.
By the time I’m 21 though I’m going to be so much better than when I was 18 which is the last time most of them have seen me. 
I’m way more confident. I dress better. And, thanks to quidditch and living off campus, I am losing weight. I haven’t weighed myself in a while but I might actually weigh less than I did at graduation. 

I want them to see me to see that I’ve bettered myself and know that I’m a lady. At the same time, I don’t want that image shattered by a drunk Megan though alcohol has yet to decrease my class.

I also kind of want the cheerleaders to hook me up with one of the football players. They actually weren’t all jerks at my school but most of them were pretty cute.

  1. livingbyday said: Just make sure you don’t get more satisfaction from the acceptance of others as you do accepting yourself and the personal growth you have obtained. That is priceless compared to the admiration of others.
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